These aren't my imaginations

These aren't my imaginations

It's not how I want to be

I can't control it!

I have no power to resist!

I'll scar what belongs to me

I'll indulge in what I want to be

Keeping from myself what I need

These aren't my imaginations

These are real!

I'm not doing it to myself

I'm not doing it for attention

They are real diseases

Just like cancer...

They are real diseases!

These aren't our imaginations...