Never Forgot

I went to your funeral yesterday and alls I did was cry.
I cant believe I didnt believe you when you said you wanted to die.
You looked so peaceful in your coffin were you are now placed.
It was so hard to stare you in your ,now-so-lifeless, face.
We went through so much, through the good and the bad.
You cried on my shoulder when something made you sad.
You were my best friend and I couldnt see anything wrong.
You would tell me your problems but I would blow them off.
I didnt realize the pain that was unbearable in you eyes.
Maybe if I would've listened you wouldn't have chosen to die.
I dont see how somebody can hurt so bad.
I wish you were here to make me understand.
Maybe you're happy now, or maybe your not.
But the memories we shared will never be forgot.