I need to talk to you but I cant put it to words.
You think Im changing for all the rumors you have heard.
I know Im not the perfect person, and I know I make mistakes.
But I do make good decisions even though they might be fake.
Im not going to change not even for you.
I cant be someone Im not and that is straight up true.
You are my best friend and thats not going to change.
But built up inside of me is all of this dam rage.
You tell me Im changing and were drifting apart
But you dont know half of the shit that hurts my heart.
You tell me youre a changed person and now your straight with god.
You tell me I need to change because I am not.
Right now I need time to think about my life.
And let me do what I think is right.
