Loved you to death

I look at your face,
As I cut through my skin,
In hope of freeing,
All the pain held within.

As silent tears roll,
My breathing becomes deeper,
I hate it so much,
Why'd you have to see her?

You said you'd make it better,
Just look at me now!
You must have gone wrong,
I'm worse somehow.

Can't help me now,
I'm set on my way,
A mental b**ch,
That's what they say.

Blood drips down,
Staining my clothes,
Bleeding every night,
No one knows.

I cry,
I shake,
I shiver,
I quake

My eyes roll up,
My head tilts back,
There's no air left,
I start to crack.

Never would have thought,
That you could do this,
If I'd have known,
I'd have stopped that first kiss.

Can't turn back now,
It's too late,
I fit on the floor,
A bloody state

They find me in the morning,
They give you a call,
You run over to see me,
See me and fall.

I lay there cold,
In a pool of blood,
Grasping a picture,
A message above.

You take the paper,
And read allowed,
'You did this
You feeling proud.'

I fu**ed you up,
Now it's your turn,
Go home and cut,
Bleed and burn.

Feel all the pain,
You made me feel,
You stole my life,
Now yours I steel.

I'm waiting for the day,
That you crack too,
It's in your mind,
From me to you.

I'm watching you bleed,
Quiver and cry,
Yes it's your turn,
You're going to die.

I watch you suffer,
As you slowly go,
Now so happy,
You died alone.

I watch your spirit,
As it raises up,
You turn you me,
'This is love.'