Suicide

What am i to do,
and what am i to say,
when i know i can't stay strong,
to make it another day?

what are you gonna do,
and what are you gonna say,
when you see me crying out for help,
and turn the other way?

how are you gonna feel,
and how are you gonna be,
when you know that i committed suicide,
and that only you could've saved me?

that day i even warned you,
but you didn't care,
so i took away my own life,
because no one was there.

how is everyone gonna act,
how is everyone gonna see,
that i took away my own life,
because i was trapped inside of me.

how are you gonna react,
how are you gonna know,
that depression reeks within these walls,
and the smiles are just a show?

haven't you ever noticed,
or have you closed your eyes,
to miss all the pain and suffering
hidden beneath all the lies.

everybody isn't truthful,
they know deep within there heart,
that their life isn't really okay,
and it's really falling apart.

they're just afraid,
to keep it real,
and let the world know,
how they really feel...