Uncovered

Here I am standing in this same spot again
Will this abandoned pain ever go away?
Here I am standing alone again
With no friend in sight, to help me survive this fight

I'm drowning in this pool of tears
Screaming continually afraid of old fears
Wishing praying hoping
For a better day
Crying fighting yelling
For a better way

Pretending to be someone I'm not
Lying to all my uncaring friends
Laughing to stop all the tears
Wearing a mask so long
That its become my Face
And I'm trying to avoid this unwanted taste
That the blood left behind

Sorrow felt eyes
As my lonely heart slowly dies
Without a painted smile
My face remains uncovered as I cry
I no longer desire to hide
The girl of pain I'm ashamed to be

Let the world Love me or Hate me
As long as I'm really seen
I don't even care
What they think of me, as long as I'm free

Let the world see the uncovered and real me!!

this poem isn't the best..but i really wanted to get this feeling written down..Please Comment...Love Always..Joclyn