Finally Noticed

Mama please dont be sad,
This wasnt your fault,
I was not right that night,
Why didnt I call for you in my hour of need?
My feelings were so torn up inside,
I had just been dumped,
The girl I came to know and love,
Left me for the the guy down the street,
I slammed my door and started to cry,
The thought of killing myself was in my mind,
I knew where daddy hid the gun,
so I went and got it right from under that squeaky floor board in your bed room,
I took it and ran,
down the stairs out the front door,
I saw my Ex getting into her car,
I had told her earlier in our relationship that Id die if we ever broke up,
I was gonna hold that promise true,
I stood in front of her with the gun at my temple,
\"NO!!!\" she screamed
\"SCREW! YOU!!!\" I replied
\"YOU DID THIS TO US, NOT ME!!! YOU DROVE ME TO THIS POINT, TO THE POINT THAT I WANT TO DIE!!!!\"
At that moment my body crumpled under the street light,
with the crack of the gun,
at that moment my life was over
All my pains and worries were over,
Everything was just over...
Now everyone can notice me,
everyone can cry for me,
For now that Im gone,
People finally noticed me!