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by Sexygurl Nov 1, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / other
Your so sick and I'm scared you might die. You told me not to be sad when it happens but i cant help it. I use to think that you would be alive when i had my kids. But now that dream is coming down around me. And i cry everyday at the thought of your death i hope ll be there from now until your last breath. Ill go home and pray that you'll get better and be with us someday. I asked for a moment with just me and you i need to tell you something if you'll just see me though. I love you so much and I'm so sorry for everything Ive done. I know when you die you'll be helping and watching me though. But you i wont see i know i will see you again some day but i also know thats a long long away. Why god has to take you i Can not see because you've done nothing wrong your always so kind and sweet. I love you so much i will until the day i die i know well be together someday so this is not good-bye