Fly away

I don't know why I cut,
I always seem to be stuck in this rut.
I got stuck in this hole,
So help me get out with that pole.

I want to fly away
So let me kill myself today
I want to feel the hurt and the pain
Even if there is never any gain

All the time, at most when I bleed
All I see in you is greed
As I escalate up the levels
All you see in me is devils

Even when I testify
You want to be deified
Am tired of this grief
So tear me apart piece by piece