I wonder

Each day I wonder where Id be
If I never met you, if you never met me
I wonder if my life would change for the better
If me and you were never together
I wonder each day if you ever truly loved me
Or if you just said it cause it made me feel free
I wonder if you really are what you are
Or just pretending to be someone afar
I wonder each day if youâ??re feelings were really true
Or if it was another lie; a promise broken in two
I wonder what life would be like it we never met
Life would be a gamble, and Iâ??d be in debt
I wonder if Iâ??d be the same person I am today
Or just another girl trying to making it day by day
I wonder each day where youâ??d be
If you only how much you mean to me
I wonder each day what you feel
Whether its false or whether its real
I wonder where youâ??d be today
If I never loved you in that special way
I wonder if it would change your life with such a dread
If I never meant what I once said
I wonder each day where Id be
If it was meant to be; just you and me
I know each day that wondering gets me no where
If only I could know the truth if you really care