Hereâ??s the story of a girl living day by day
As normal as she can be in her very own way
Never did she care what people thought
For the dreams she held is the only thing she sought
She had her friends and most were guys
She was never the best at saying good-byes
She was the one youâ??d see in sweats and a shirt
Thereâ??s no one to impress, no reason to flirt
She had a best friend and unlike most it was a guy
But soon things werenâ??t the same as time flew by
Before she knew it the feelings took on a change
The way sheâ??d been acting was out of her range
The way she felt was something new
Never had she felt a feeling so true
The feelings she felt were stronger than what she thought
She didnâ??t want to fall without being caught
Yet what she didnâ??t know was that he felt the same
So now theyâ??re together, for heâ??s hers to claim
Seven months went by and happiness came too
For each moment together, theyâ??re hearts only grew
Later things change for heâ??s no longer the same
He then breaks her heart acting like it was all just a game
They both moved on yet unfortunately she didnâ??t want to
He moved on, thinking there was nothing left to do
She had her chance to get him once more
But she took a chance and was trying to explore
Two months later theyâ??re both with someone new
Yet the memory of them two stuck with her like glue
Now sheâ??s lonely again and with no place to turn
Her heartâ??s still shattered and the memories still burn
Now she tries to move on a second time
But realizes loving someone else would seem like a crime
Now sheâ??s giving up on guys for they all seem to act akin
Sheâ??s had enough, she told herself never again
The girl she once was doesnâ??t recognize her now
For nothingâ??s the same, as time as flown by
She lost her best friend; she lost her only love
She lost the angel she had that was sent from above
Few things remain the same yet most are hidden in the dust
Her heartâ??s been broken by the only boy sheâ??d ever trust
Everyday sheâ??s reminded of the things she lost
Yet only few are really worth the cost
Sheâ??d give anything to get back to her normal self
When things made sense, when her heart was on the shelf
Now thereâ??s nothing she can do to get it all back
Sheâ??s lost it all, thereâ??s so much left in the black
No matter how hard she tries sheâ??ll never be the girl
Living her normal life, in her simple little world
Each day she remembers the pain by tears that fall
They come down her cheeks, falling like a waterfall
Maybe one day sheâ??ll be able to move on
Leave the pain behind and just be gone
She waits for the day to come when she can be set free
From all the pain she has, from all her misery
All she ever wanted was to be loved in that special way
From someone to run to that wont ever stray
Hoping one day sheâ??ll find him but for now sheâ??ll try
To be the girl she was when you hardly ever saw her cry
But the biggest regret that will never leave her mind or heart
Is knowing she had the second chance but now forever theyâ??ll be apart
Deep down inside her she knows she wonâ??t ever be the same
For the girl she once was is the only one to blame
