Tables have turned
now I'm attached
how could this happen
am I just a piece of ass
to stay
to go
to be myself
so much confusion
just a big fusion
pain with frustration
now it's just contemplation
I will wait
but I cant wait forever
I cant even look in the mirror
I dont feel I'm in the right place it's just a matter of time till I lose this race
my hearts turning cold
or maybe I'm just too bold
I'm seeing red
just wishing I was dead
they say no pain no gain
but how can I gain
when all I see is rain
is it my imagination
a bad dream
or am I drowning in my sorrow
will I be here tomorrow
if I'm not will you care
if you could save me would you dare?