I wish I could Say

So many things
I wanna tell you
It's just to hard
I wanna say the truth

I wanna tell you that I feel in the middle
I wanna tell you that I care
I wanna tell you so much
But I'd rather not dare

I wanna tell you
I don't know how you feel
Despite how day after day
You tell me it's real...

It's real that you love me
It's real its me
But the picture is so blurry
I really can't see

I can't see the truth
As you hide behind a wall
I really care for you?
Is that enough at all?

I tell you I miss you
Because I really do
Sometimes I feel close
But I know Im so far from you

I tell you your beautiful
Cuz you truly are
There so much I can say
But I dont know where you really are?

If your in my heart
Or another lost soul
I wish I could tell you how I feel
Cuz I really wanna know

Im scared to say the way I feel
Because the last thing I want
Is a Tear from your heart

But than again I don't know if you care enough
To say you will go that far?

I don't know how to tell you
Or say it will be alright
Because behind this loving, caring guy
Is a blind man walking at night.

~eddy~