God's intention

I loved you since the day I met you.
Who would have thought my dream would come true?
At least it did for a little while.
Now I forget what its like to smile.
You ripped my heart out of my chest.
Now my life feels like its one big test.
We were so perfect in so many ways.
Its like your vision was clouded by a foggy haze.
Now I go through life thinking it could be different somehow.
I think of why you aren't here with me now.
I still love you, I still care.
Being without you is so hard to bare.
The longer I'm without you, it becomes easier to see,
Why I can't have you here with me.
Your heart belongs to another girl.
How could I have let my heart unfurl.
Sometimes I wonder why I would even pine.
When in my heart I knew you could not be mine.
Maybe in time I'll finally see,
That you weren't the one God intended for me.