All I ever wanted from you was truth,
And all I ever got were lies.
I don't know if I can hold on,
To something that wasn't ever their.
How could you live a lie?
We never had one moment of truth,
Even when you held me in your arms.
I look back now and ask myself why?
I feel as if I was being molded,
Into something that was not me.
Hurt and tortured for pleasure,
An experiment gone terribly wrong.
I wasn't suppose to find out,
All the lies were suppose to be kept secret.
I wasn't suppose to find out about the cheating,
About the love for another.
I lived off your lies... it's all I knew,
Loving another person, not who I thought.
For all I knew was a lie badly kept,
I guess we are suppose to "live and forget"
