And its not like it was easy, but its not like you believe me.
What I wish wasn't true is exactly what's become of you.
And even if I tried to change things now, it'd be too late, and I don't know how.
I miss the way life used to be...me and you, you and me.
I used to smile, I used to laugh. And its time like these I miss times like that.
My whole worlds gone and I don't know what to do. I keep thinking everything would be perfect if I were with you.
I know we're better apart and you're not what I need, but I believe that I love you and that feeling won't leave.
I look at you now and I hate who you've become, but when I was with you I actually was someone.
Now I've just faded to the background, I'm nothing and becoming less, and I left you and now my world's a complete mess.
What began as the right thing has turned completely wrong, and I don't know how I've survived this long.
I know you don't love me and you were a mistake, but forgetting is hard when my heart is at stake.
I can't undo what's been done but I'm not moving on, and this hole in my heart is far from being gone.
I just want to fix things and smile once more, but I can't seem to pick myself up off the floor.
This isn't your fault, but it isn't really mine, and I'm sick of just waiting and giving it time.
And it's not like it was easy...but I don't think you'll ever believe me.
