I'm sorry iv pushed you so far i still love you with all my heart you may or may not have feelings for my but i was in your heart once and you Carey apart of me with you every day and i do for you. after that day i made you cry i didn't fallow you Erny more it was just to pain full you me I'm so so sorry for everything now you will have your peace just keep living i wanna give you all of our stuff i have so i dint heart you more i dint want to turn you in for anything i know it would hurt you more but at the same time i wanna know that you'll be safe with with your self in the same room as a knife i help so you that life is worth living i want that to stay you have so much to live for i should you that love is for real love that never died after all that we've Ben threw but this is what you what and loving you i have to care enough for that love to do what you what even if I'm scared for you i know you'll be OK b/c of what we've learned form each other once again I'm really sorry the Dore will always be opine to you but until that day i will always love you but now i must leave you at peace good by my love
