Tore my heart Open

When I spoke to you today,
My mood elevated high,
There just something about you,
That makes you so fine,

Is it your smile,
I don't know,
Is it your humor,
An incapability to be low,

Your kisses were sweet,
You're caring to a degree,
My feelings get pushed away,
Just so we can get along and be,

I try so hard to forget,
Our past the living end,
Not talking didn't help,
Neither did being your friend,

Through all the pain,
I've been put through,
By all you boys,
Who said I loved you,

I find myself now,
Tearing open my heart,
Just to feel for one,
Plays a hard part,

I offered you my hand,
You pushed it away,
This wasn't meant to be,
Though I think about you every day,

You driving me to the edge,
Soon you'll be the death of me too,
Just because I tore my heart,
Open for you.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on November 2nd, 2005