I don't know if I could ever forgive you,
A part of me doesn't want to,
But the other part does,
But you helped me fly, and then I flew.
You were there through everything,
From the day I was born,
Till this very day,
Now my heart has been torn.
I have thought about everything,
And I don't know what I want, even if I knew what I wanted,
You hurt me over a million times,
I want to forgive, but it's harder, now I'm daunted.
You want me to move in with you,
But what's the reason?
I'm scared I will get used,
Through every season.
It feels I want to move out of home,
But I have no where to go,
For I'm scared of being used by my only sister,
I want you to understand me for it feels you don't know.
You have changed and you know that,
And you say it will pass,
But I know it won't,
It's like cheap brass.
