I walk alone today. This realm of man nonexisting...
Everything that was screaming has faded into only background, and I am still finding that something is missing. Something...which the world in which we live is trying to tear from us, Love.
Not everything is as it seems, and yes everything is as it is until we let it be, but we make the choices that design our destiny...and I will not let you go...no. The only thing that could break my embrace to you is just a word from your beautiful lips...a simple "no." I know you love me...as much as our feelings are shared...and no one could hope to understand. So it starts to rain...but the rain is sleet, for winter has come upon us. 3 winters to go, Love.
I walk alone this day. No one hears my silent tears. This emptiness is void, and the darkness is my healing touch. I saw your photo...heart skipped a beat...just...so beautiful. More than I remembered. You are turning into a breathtaking young woman...with more promise than you could ever hope to understand, nor could I.
I only know the urgecy for life to speed up. I only know passion for those whom I love and inspire. I only know that I miss you. And I only know that you wait for me. All these things I claim to know shimmer in the mirror as I look at myself. I am stronger. I have more will. I am darker than before, but just as caring. Accept me, please, don't say no. Because all I know is you.
