Im speaking to you once again,
Another unnecessary conversation,
Just so I can stare into you bottomless eyes.
This gaping hole grows larger the more I run,
Only to fall and start all over again.
You seem perfectly confident, perfectly calm
Talking to me, theres not even a sign of recognition.
Sometimes I think your just toying with me,
Like a die, constantly rolling about.
I watch you slovenly move your knight
I glare into your face, reaching out to you,
Desperate for even the slightest trace,
But your good, and your eyes shimmer mysteriously.
I tamper with words and play them about
Waiting for you to snap, to make a remark,
Im so angry at you for pretending not to see
But how can a man not be broken put under this strain?
Do you even realise im waiting for you?
You don't give away, you rarely ignite hope,
Even when I prompt you manage to ignore the point.
I hate the way you swallow, chew and spit me back out.
Our excuses similar I hope
For our bond too strong to risk,
I'll forever have a soft spot for you
You can't run from yourself.
You can't hide this no matter how hard you try
As I study your eyes.
Stop pretending you don't care,
I'm fed up of all these foolish lies!
Can't you see that your actually hurting me deep inside?
