Martini

Stilettos,tight jeans, Hort shirt channel,Louis Vito.wavy hair. flirting with a guy while sipping her martini. i sit here, baggy jeans t-shirt, pony tail. alone drinking a glass of water.what would it be like to be her everyday? living a life of passion and scandal. instead of a life of fear and nerve. instead of saying what if i did... but just doing it.a life of fun and carefree.a life I'm not capable of.i look down at my glass of water, and frown.although water is a necessity for life. a martini is a necessity for a life worth living.