Nobody knows

I cried last night..yeah..
actually, i cry every night
its not unusual or anything new
and the sad part is,
nobody even knew
and if you say you did,
well you didn't care
and dont even say that you will always be there
your words mean nothing now
ive fallen down
and im sinking in
nobody knows
the whole world is caving in
on who?
on me!
im losing my mind
im about to go crazy
i probably already am
but still,
no one knows
cause nobody notices
how bad i hurt
and how hard i try
to just hurry and fill this emptiness inside
so i would be alright
and when i smile,
you know it will true
but right now,
its getting alot harder
and i just want to drop down
to the floor and never get up
just go to tsleep forever
and not wake up
i want to be with jesus now
where there is no pain
and no sorrow
yeah, it mean im giving up
but who will care anyways?
i just want to leave everything behind..
and not look back..
ever again.