Never be His Number One

Sitting in the silence
dying in the cold
crying in the dark
everything is going wrong

lying in the sun
jumping to the moon
I'm happy today because
I know I'm leaving soon

the day seems so long
as I write my good-bye note
I think long and hard
as I read the words I wrote

I'm going so insane
and the day has just begun
I plan to do it at dark
so I'm waiting on the sun

hurry up sunset
let the dark night come
let me end this messed up life
because I'll never be his number one