I Can Win

Don't exactly know
what's going on
but the one thing I do know
is that it's ruining my life

since I've taken my medicine
it completely blocks my mind
I can rarely write anymore
even when I have the time

it makes me different
a little less like me
I want to be myself
why can't they see

but I've got a secret
this seems like a game
everytime I take that pill
I spit it out again

depression pills and sleeping pills
when will it end
I can overdose on pills
and this game I can win