Get Out of My Head

How is it that the person you love,
Hurts you to the point that life is meaningless?
What did I do to make you not love me?
Why do you keep me around but not want me?
I did all I could,
But I guess it wasn't enough.
I feel so empty without you.
Maybe this is my lesson in life:
To learn to be alone.
My biggest fear...
Is it not enough that you took my body?
Now you have to take my heart and soul?
Why do you take pieces of me and throw them away?
Am i just another one of your "toys"
That you use and use again?
Leaving it because you found another one,
Then using it again when you're alone?
What is it about me that makes you come back?
But not giving me your all.
I can't keep dreaming about what used to be,
And fantasizing about what could be.
It is my turn to be selfish.
Let me think about whats good for me and only me.
Help me to let go and learn how to live on my own.
Leave me alone so I can get over you.