Because of You

I sit and wonder,
what is it about you?
I sit and cry...
Why do I cry over you?
Because of you,
I feel worthless.
Because of you,
I feel no pain.
Because of you,
I no longer want to live.
Because of you,
I don't care what happens to me.
I used to have plans and ideas.
Now I just want to run away and hide.
I had dreams and ambitions.
I was energetic and full of life.
Now I am jumpy and depressed.
I am suspicious of everyone.
I no longer care about my health.
I don't care whether I have kids anymore.
My favorite goal in life was to have a big family.
You crushed me...
You crushed my spirits.
What did I do to deserve this?
Why do you go out of your way to destroy me?