Living in a nightmare..

I WAS LIVING IN A NIGHTMARE..SO HARSH BUT EASY TO SEE..NO WAY TO TURN..
BLACKNESS AND WALLS..SURROUND ME..
NO ONE TO HEAR MY SCREAMS..NO ONE TO GIVE MY LIGHT..
I GO DOWN HILL A BIT..THEN DOWN SOME STAIRS..
I RUN INTO SOMETHING SOFT..I REALIZE IT'S A PERSON..
THEY ARE CRYING..THEY LOOK AT ME..I SEE FIRE IN THEIR EYES..
I SEE THEIR FACE..I RECOGNIZE IT..
I LOOK IN THE MIRROR IN THEIR HAND..
I SEE A REFLECTION..OF A GIRL WITH SMEARED MASCARA..RED ON HER LIPS..BLACK CLOTHES..
GREEN EYES AND BROWN BLONDE HAIR..
SHE WIPES AWAY MY TEARS..I GRAB HER HAND ..
I WHISPER HELP ME PLEASE..SHE SHAKES HER HEAD AND DISAPPEARS..
I SAY NO..I GO ABOUT MY WAYS..
I GO ON FOR A WHILE..I SEE A LIGHT..
I START TO RUN..I'M GETTING CLOSER BUT FARTHER..
I'M SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS..SOMETHING IS CHASING ME..IT'S GETTING CLOSER..
I FEEL SOMETHING DRIPPING..
DRIPPING DOWN MY ARM..
I LOOK AND SEE NOTHING..
I LOOK BACK IN THE MIRROR AS I SLOW TO A STOP..I SEE MY PAST..
A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL GROWING TO A YOUNG ADULT..THEN COMES THAT NIGHT..I COMMITTED SUICIDE..
NO ONE WAS HOME..MOM WAS ON HER WAY..FRIEND WAS GONNA CALL..
I TOOK THE GUN AND PULLED THE TRIGGER..
BLOOD SPLATTERED ON THE WALL..DOWN MY CLOTHES..
ON THE FLOOR I GO..
MOM WALKS IN..PHONES RINGING..
SHE DOESN'T SEE ME RIGHT AWAY..SHE CALLS MY NAME..
THEN LOOK S MY WAY.. SHE SEE'S ME AND SCREAMS..
NOW I'M HERE.. ON THE PATH TO HELL..
I FEEL ALL THE PAIN..I SIT ON THE FLOOR..WATCHING THE BLOOD..I SCREAM I'M SORRY..
TIME REWINDS..
I'M BACK IN THE SPOT I WAS AT WHEN I DIED..
I SEE MY LIFELESS BODY..HEAR MY MOTHER SCREAM..
I MOVED MY LETTER..CLOSER TO MY HAND..
NO ONE NOTICED IT BEFORE..IT WAS LAYING THEIR ALL ALONG..
MY MOM SEES IT..SHE READS IT AND RUNS AWAY..
SHE CALLS THE POLICE..SHE CALLS MY FRIEND..
THEY GOT THEIR AT ALMOST THE SAME TIME..
MY FRIEND SAT WITH ME..I WAS STILL BREATHING..
THEY BROUGHT ME BACK A COUPLE TIMES..NOT LONG ENOUGH THOUGH..
I'M GONE NOW..
I WAS LIVING IN A NIGHTMARE..A DREAM THAT KILLED ME..