Still confused

I'm still confused
i still don't understand what's happening
why are you trying to comeback like before

because you want us to be together
or just because you don't want to loose our friendship ?
because you finally got my message
or just because you want to keep in touch ?

every time i decide to take a step forward
i stop and prefer my silence
somehow i can't just reveal my love that clearly

two hours earlier I'd be dreaming of the the day i I'll tell you
and two hours later i find my self convinced that pride and dignity are more important than anything in the world
but are they really more important than you