The blood wont stop falling/Love doesnt exhist

I never thought love exhisted

Ive always thought it was a cruel trick your heart played on you

Making you think there was someone perfect for you in this world

Leading you blindly into a world of damnation and fire

Wishing for that perfect life only to be granted a few scars to remind you that you were still stuck on this earth

I hated love

I hated those who loved

I hated me for ever thinking true love exhisted

I wanted to cut my heart out

I tried to make my wrist bleed enough to stop it all

It never worked

Everynight Id cut away a little more

Only to find that Id wake the next morning

People would stare

Stare at me in pity and sorrow

That girls the cutter...

Shes the one with the messed up family

Id hear it every day in the hallway

It fueled me

It fueled the rage

It made me cut away more

Trying to cut out my pain

Trying to cut out my love

Trying to cut out my feelings

To feel numb was all I wished

No one cared for me

They wouldnt care if I died

They probably wished I was dead

So I cut more and more

But Death was only teasing me

Death would tease me with a sweet release

Yep, thats her the girl that cuts to feel better.

Shes sick.

She has no father.

Her mothers never around.

Look at her black clothes.

She looks like the walking dead.

Everyday the comment would rain down

They thought I couldnt hear them

But I did

And each night I cut some more

Stab, after stab

The crimson color stained my wrist

Release me tonight

Id beg Death

But no thats what Death wanted

He wanted me to suffer

Thats her the girl with no soul.

Look at her hazel eyes they almost seem black.

Look at how sick she really looks.

Look at the scars she cant hide on her wrist.

I swear shes the devil.

I spent my whole life trying to shorten my time here

That was before I saw HIM

He was kind and nice

He cared for me

He helped me stop

Hes...

My World

My Everything

My Life

If only he knew who I was.

And the blood begins to fall again.