Omg..wow you absolutely blew me away with that poem hun. It's amazing because i'm going through the same thing with my bestie..although i don't know your situation, basically i've lost my best friend too and it's killing me. You displayed your emotions so well through this and i loved the little repitition.
Great work..hope you're ok xoxoxox

Your poem shows thats its a true experience of ur life,,,,so please next time get up from the bed with a new spirit and a new start......kk.