When I was with you my life seemed good.
We used to kick it since childhood.
You had faith in me when nobody did.
You used to chill with me as a kid.
Those times were the best.
That's why it hurt when they laid you down to rest.
I miss you more then ever.
I will forget you never.
My older cousin.
You kicked it with me through thick and thin.
Nobody knew me like you.
Nobody understood what I went through.
Living like we used to.
With nothing to do.
So we'd get high.
I still can't figure out why.
We had our hard times.
But we lead different lives.
You were from there.
And I didn't care.
I listen to SPM and think of you.
And everything we used to do.
I miss those days.
And to think that I pushed you away.
I'm sorry for all the things I said.
But I had things runnin through my head.
I miss you.
Nobody has a clue.
It's been a couple years.
I've cried countless tears.
Nobody has dreams like mine.
But I'll kick it with you in due time...
