I don't think you should kill yourself over this. You do write very well though. In this poem, I know what you're going through. It's happened to me many times as well. This poem just seems to jump out at me and make me cry. I know you're hurt and crying inside, but please, do not give up. You will find someone to respect and love you for the rest of your life.
Just have patience, something everyone needs to learn, especially in this world. If you ever need a friend; someone to listen, then I will always be here. Feel free to email/Instant Message me anytime. Thanks for sharing your poetry with me.

((((((Big Hugs))))))))

Sincerely,

Michelle

Do not punish yourself over other peoples actions. If you look more on the other side of life, the positive life you will see slowly everything will start to fall into place. If you two are meant to be...you will be. good luck hun. Rosie xXx