Shawn Lee Boulanger

by Jessi   Nov 3, 2005


Shawn Lee Boulanger.

I gave you my heart, and you swore you would not break it
I put my trust in you, but some how, you broke your promise
You put the smile on my face, and you put the light into my heart
As soon as I thought things to be a little to good, your tore me apart.

We used to go out on your four-wheeler, riding to New Hampshire
Youâ??d get up extra early just to cook me breakfast in bed
I got down on one knee and proposed my heart to you
But I never understood why you did that thing you do.

August 4, 2002 was the happiest day of my life, or so I thought
You asked me out, and I said yes, could it be too good to be true
July 22, 2002 do you remember that date, it was our first fight
I donâ??t know what it was that sparked this fight, but it lasted all night.

The night always seemed young, while I laid there in your arms
You kept me feeling safe, like nothing could go wrong
We watched movies till late, and then wake up early to ride
When you introduced me as your â??girlfriendâ?? I held my head up with pride

Trick or treating a week early, was fun, and very weird
You and Travis dressed up as idiots, but you both looked really cute
You held my hand between each stop; you kissed me in front of your friends
The moment seemed to be so perfect; I did not want it to end

I remember the smile brought to my face when you told me that you loved me
I knew at first you wereweren't like the rest, you were different
The intimate hour we spent on the bus, I knew we had something more
But the moments never seemed to last forever, my heart had been torn

September 30, 2002 I had just turned fifteen, and spent it with you
Your mom made me a cake with a Barbie on top, Vanilla was the cake
You bought me a triple heart ring with two diamonds and a band it was gold
I took you into my grasp and you became a part of me, you were my one thing I hold

October 1, 2002, I got down on one knee; I looked you in the eye
I looked you in the eye, and I poured my heart to you
At the end of my speech I reached for your hand I asked you to marry me
You told me no because you didnâdidhave ring, but you told me soon youâ??ll see

October 27, 2002 as you got dressed for Halloween, you did my hair
I told you not tell your friends, but you did it the way you wanted
It felt kinda funny, because my boyfriend made me all pretty
I helped my boyfriend, he was such a cutie

October 31, 2002 I never thought the day would end the way it did
You broke my heart without any warning, I did not cry though
I went up to Ashleyâ??s where I told her what happened, she hugged and talked with me
I knew things werenâ??weren'tpletely over, and to this day, they still arenâ??t aren't??ll see.

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