Today I finally turned twenty one
And I know my problems only begun
Today I couldn't help but fall into tears
When I suddenly got trapped in all my fears.
I've always hid my feelings in a box
By now I had about ten different locks
I could never bear to deal with the pain
It would ache until it made me insane.
I've lost everything I've cared about
I just wish there was some way out
How am I to keep going on?
When everything in my life is gone!
I'm left all alone in the pouring rain
Nothing around but a passing train
Watching it as it leaves me behind
Watching it as I start to go blind!
When can I say enough is enough?
When can I finally take this face off?
When will I at last be able to breathe?
Just when is it my turn to be freed?
So many, when they turned twenty one
Tell me they just started to have fun
How their lives fell into place
Then why has mine started to erase?
Why has my life always been cursed?
Why did she give birth to me first?
Why I am not allowed to be happy?
What is it? What will I turn out to be?
