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I really just want to cry
Hide away all my feelings
Go somewhere and hide
Let the tears fall freely
Maybe let the blood drip
I need it, have to have it
It\'s who I am..
A part of me
No choice in when it happens
Just when I need it,
It\'s there.
So unlike you, and your other friends
Nobody understands.
I wish somebody could,
So that I didn\'t have to be alone
Dealing with everything
I feel so fake,
So unlike myself
My true feelings never show
Except for when I\'m alone
Thats when the tears come,
The blood drips
Taking fear and pain away.
If only for a second, a moment in time
I know that everything
Will be just fine.
It\'s just in my head though,
Reality comes flooding back
After the tears stop falling,
I can no longer escape.
From myself, from you, from the fear,
The pain, the memories.
They all come back,
relentlessly, to haunt me forever,
Never going away.
Maybe tonight it will all just fade
If only for tonight, it would be a miracle.