The Death of My Beautiful Flower

As I gaze into your eyes
I see a soul that has endured many pains
but also one that is happy
happy to be with me
someone who is actually with me because she loves me for who i am

When i look into your eyes
I see a spirit longing to be set free
I see a delicate flower
but also a strong fire within
I see a loving soul longing to be loved in return

It is with regret that I see I can\'t give that love to you any longer
many times I have gone over the decision of taking my life
I know now that is the wrong decision

No matter how much pain I must endure without being able to be with you
I love you yet I know you aren\'t of this world any longer
after seeing the pain your death has caused
taking my life would be selfish
Even in death I know you think of us as often as we think of you