I use to think my life was perfect and great
And now I'm willing to put my life at stake
I'm drowning in all my thoughts and all my sorrows
I feel nothing at all, its like I'm hollow
How do you have so much control over me?
How do you make me not want to be?
You make me feel I'm nothing at all
You make me feel so tiny and small
Sometimes you treat me like I'm everything to you
You tell me, "with out you, I wouldn't know what to do."
But other times you treat me like I'm not there
Sometimes you act like you dint even care
Why do I love someone who treats me like that?
Why do I love someone who wont love me back?
The answers to those questions, I dint know
But I love you more than I'll ever be able to show
But you have cause me too much pain
And now I have nothing to gain
You make me wanna crawl up in a corner and cry
And sit in my room while thinking of ways to die
As i sit here thinking of ways to die
I found what I'm looking for, I found a knife
I started to cut and the blood started to pour
Next thing I know, I'm on the floor
I tried to stop, but it was too late
Now I know this is my true fate
Everything around me is going black
Now I know theres no turning back
So many thoughts race through my head
Of how he could have saved me, but left me for dead
I hated my life because it was so full of shit
So I decided to end all of it
He should have seen this from the start
He trampled over me and broke my heart
Now I sit here in all of these dark lonely shadows
And my breath becomes more and more shallow
If it wasn't for him, Id still be here
I'm gone all because he didn't care
I loved hims so much, but he'll never know that
All because he wouldn't love me back
