I lay here thinkin whts keeping me in this world
thinking whts holding me together
for my love for u has left me lost and gone forever
as i reach for the razor
i look at our picture
our smiles so bright
as we hold each other tight
as the razor rips my skin apart
i ask myself how did i loose the fight to keep my heart
as the blood flows down my arms
i ask how i did so much harm
as the darkness covers my eyes
all i hear is m cries
for help, for love, for power, for everything
and as i take my last breath i start to relize wht u meant to me