I think of you
and it hurts so bad
you may have been a dog
but you were my baby
i see you every once n a while
i hear your bark here and there
i do not want to forget about you
i could not even if i tried
your haunting my memory
your little gray hairs
grew in so quick
your body so stiff
it even hurt to walk
i feel bad about the way you had to go
i picture every second of that half hour i had left with you
when we went to put you down
i knew it was for the best
my heart never had so much misery in it
as the needle reached your skin
i wanted to pull you away
i was holding you
why me
the needle pulled out
as you started to leave
i heard you whimper
i was holding your head in my hands
i didnt know you were gone
until the lady pinched your lifeless body
i saw no reaction
you do not know how bad that made me feel
to sentence you to death
oh why me
i lay your head down on the counter
not knowing what to do
everyone was crying even the vet
shock was setting in my mind
it didnt occur to me
that i would be leaving without you
we walked out of the room
i wanted to run back in
but i knew i could not do anything
i would give my life
just to hold you once more
to feel your soft body
but i know that wont happen
which sucks really bad
your haunting my memory
that makes me sad
