I loved you so much with all my heart
but then one thing tore us apart
you got jealous and we constantly fought
a painful breakup is what we brought
it hurt me so much to say were through
you don't know how badly that made me blue
for a while we continued to fight
that kept me up night after night
then we talked and became friends
i never wanted what we had to end
but you still liked me so we became more
i just hope you'll never walk out the door
i trusted you more so i told you a secret within
i told you about my deadly sin
you wanted me to stop to prove my love
your caring slipped over my heart like a glove
i tried to stop but you'll never know
just how much it hurt me so
that i couldn't do one thing for you
so once again i tried to stop
a new way of pain i would adopt
my knife came back in a different way
a new place to cut with each passing day
i kept this one all to me
hoping you would never see
the new things i do to harm
like throwing up and cutting my arm
like all good thing it came to and end
when your broken heart i was trying to mend
it pained you to see me self harm
so you used your kindness and your charm
to make me overcome all my pain
and stop doing all this in vain
your the only one that can make me quit
but without these things the bottom i hit
i know I'm better off in my life
without my spoon or my knife
