Because Of You

The only way you hurt me,
Was by not saying goodbye,
It was going to happen sooner or later,
You were going to have to die.

Some time ago,
You were in pain,
There was no other way to deal with it,
So your mind went insane.

Did you realize,
How this would affect me,
If you looked at me now,
You would definetly see.

A girl who lives life,
With a powerful touch,
Who cares for some people,
Way too much.

All because of you,
My intentions are so strong,
Sometimes I wonder,
What have I done wrong.

You not being here,
Has changed a lot of things in my mind,
No one knows it but you and me,
Why sometimes I can be blind.

I'm sick and tired,
Of this world I'm in,
Why did God put me,
In this skin?

I'll try to forget everything,
From my past,
And erase bad memories,
Renewing my life once at last.