LAST KISS

Last Kiss
It has all ended
They say every ending is a new beginning
Int his situation, a beginning of a heartache
I blame myself
cause i made to many mistakes
i see him in the halls
no wave
or a look at each other at all
all i can think of is
the last kiss
the last kiss that poisoned these lips
every night i look at his picture
i slowly touch these lips
i thought i couls control the relationship
but it was out of my hands
i hardly showed i cared
but i care
i see him with her
and in my mind see him kissing her lips
i hate myself
for having the last kiss
i remember every little move
we did together
i don't blame him
for giving me the last kiss
but i want a million
last kisses
when he passes me by
i smell his scent and close my eyes
and try to keep that scent as long as possible
i know when he's somewhere in sight
i find myself looking for him
but i remind myself he's not mine
the last kiss
is the last kiss i'll ever remember
will we ever have a first kiss once again?
i pray for that first kiss
until then i will only think of
the last kiss that poisened these lips...