I'm Sorry

Heavy hearted by the blackness of angers rage
treated like a thoughtless puppet, forced to preform on stage.
empty and so lonley, no one knows how i feel
trying so hard to find perfection, but in my heart i know thats not real.
locked up feelings that will never be released
endless tears where my pain will never cease.
hollow and so alone, praying to move on
but my heart will never stop loving him, please tell me how thats wrong.
confusion and mixed emotions fill my head and hurt me more
causing me to hurt others, making me close every door.
i shy away from others, never opening my mouth to how i feel, hoping that in time my broken heart will heal.
i'm sorry to the ones i hurt that wasn't my intention.
i'm sorry i kept so quite and none of this was what i mentioned
i'm sorry for the things i've done, i know i can't make it right
i'm sorry i feel differently and i see things in a different light
i'm sorry for the way i am, but how i feel will never change.
suprisingly i'm happy, so i intend on staying the same.