Ill Never Be Okay...

Im sitting here in english class
Planning out my day
Im trying to find a way
To make this day okay

I start the day so happy
Hoping for the best
But I always come to find
That I must not be blessed

For my good mood slowly fades
And sadness fills my mind
Because even though I try
True happiness I cant find

I get home after school
I feel just so alone
I then make myself believe
That this house is not a home

This house it causes pain
Thats all it will ever do
And as long as I live here
Ill be forever feeling blue

I then go to my room
As tears go fall down my face
I wish that I could die
And forever be replaced

I then crawl in my bed
And I still cant help but cry
Because I know I wont be happy
Til I find the way to die...

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