Try to Love

Wondering where my heart will lead me now.

I feel like a little child who has just been found.

So open, so scared, and at the same time relieved.

That I found myself and God is again with me.

What I truly want to know is, am I going to fall in and out of love again.

I don't want to go thru any hardships,

but I know I can't tell myself who I have to be wit, cuz it's really not my decision.

I just wish that when I'm ready (and hopefully soon) God will send him.

The one and only I'm supposed to be with forever to hold and cherish.

When will my knight and shining armor appear.

Do I have to go thru a river of tears?

I'm just wondering how long will it be?

Is it too much to ask for a estimate please?

Give me something to let me know when he comes.

So I can be ready and willing to try to love.