Closed Eyes pt.2

My closed eyes feels like I'm locked behind bars
Not being able to stare into the midnight stars
My heart was once red
But now it's back blue

Because I'm no longer living my life with you
I can't believe that this is true
I seriously thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with you
But what should I do
I no longer have a clue

My heart was once broken into hundreds to thousands of pieces
And I was proud to say
As long as we were together that I would be okay
But I'm lost

My heart has shattered all over my life
I have a deep feeling in my heart that nothing will ever be right
The pieces will never be put back together
I thought to myself that you and I could survive through any weather

Everything fell apart
Like a drop of a white feather
I wish I had one last wish
To make it final with a kiss

That we were together
"Forever"
Until God calls home
But now I'm all alone
And all I can remember was the beautiful scent of your Cologne

10/3/05
Dedicated to Tredrick Montgomery
I love you Boo Boo
"i survived Hurricane Katrina"