I was so broken, I wouldn't let them in
I wanted to stay in this unforgivable skin
The roller coaster went up then down
Another world was hidden by my frown
f u c k i n g perfect it all appeared
It was all b u l l s h i t covered by what I feared
When they all pushed I closed the door
Going inside another place to lay on the floor
The nightmares stayed inside my mind
Locked up tight where no one could find
My world kept me safe from the pain
But with it came an unbearable chain
A silent storm waged in my soul
One that was taking an awful toll
