The last day ends

So then it was done
finally i had takin in the gun
acceptance of my true self
no more of these lies...

dead and buried
slug in the head
finally over
everything done
everything said
no more lies
no more games
no more blood
and no more brains

simple words
torn apart
so much pain
so little art...

all the drugs
all the booze
all the cutting
all the filth

i am nothing
a misguided soul
worth a lack of something
I\'m nothing but a puppet
of my hearts content
but its content is too high a cost
how could my body could ever pay the rent...