I hide behind this smile,
Misery,pain and tears,
The misery,pain and tears I've battled with all these years.
Everyday i try my best,
To put on this fake smile,
But inside of me I'm not happy so its not worth while.
Every night i return home,
I scream and cry wishing i was in seclusion,
And that my life is only an illusion.
Every morning i wake up,
Feeling like shit,
Wanting you to help me even if its only for a little bit.
Everyday i feel sad,
Insane and totally wacky,
only wanting you to be here cause what you did best was make me happy.
Every hour,minute and second I'm awake,
I hope and wish you will come back,
And give me the love that i lack.
There isn't a day i don't think of you,
I just want you back why is it such a hard task?,
But never mind guess its to much to ask...
